Lust Stained Despair lyrics by Poisonblack
Can´t push aside this feeling no longer I´m able I need to poison myself so stay sane and stable I´ve lost control of everything I´ve kept inside me Slipping on razor´s edge I hope you´d finally find me But I justify my desire to no one I won´t deny that I need it bad to go on My jaded heart is yours to poison with your flame Take me away over to somewhere Where the fire reigns and where nothing else remains Together alone waiting for nothing In where the fire reigns and where nothing else remains Looking through broken glass I see the twisted faces Spitting and smiling at me with sharpened embraces
I see black I see red As all the other shades are beaten dead You´re pure crystal The tempting sin Can´t you see that I am giving in... to you? This is the state you´ve left me breathing in Struggling between this hate and suffering Come, shake the leeches off me and help me see through bloodshot eyes Don´t close the circle around me for hollow will be my name I feel black I feel red As all the other emotions are playing dead You´re living sire The cunning lie Can´t you see how we both deserve to die? This is the state you´re left be rotting in Struggling between this guilt and suffering Come, shake the leeches off me and help me see through bloodshot eyes Don´t say you won´t die with me for we are one we are the same Come, break the silence in me and help me cleanse the bloodstained lies Don´t close the circle around me for hollow will be my name
There you lay Innocence in heat The tension build up with the scent so sweet And you close your eyes And you give into it wholly And you inhale the scent unholy Come and praise the darkest lie Here I lay In my darkest suit The afterglow´s devouring all of the truth And I close my eyes And I give in to it wholly And I inhale the scent unholy Come and praise the darkest lie And on and on we...
I can´t help but follow in spite of going insane For I know you´ll swallow the whole of my pain I, I´m stepping out of the light to feel what darkness can sow I stare at the dead red lie... just one glance and I know All disguised beneath the smile of the temptress, siren, evil child the devil´s sweetest whore ´Cause you´re feeding the fire within me ´Cause you´re making me feel so alive ´Cause it´s only the end of the suffering and I´m drowning in this rush ´Cause you´re feeding the fire within me ´Cause you´re making it real for awhile ´Cause it´s truly the end of the suffering and I´m drowning in this rush I was down, now flying... going nowhere fast There´s no denying I need this feeling to last I breathe in and get higher and the ache fades from sharp to dull The knives of desire... I feel them all A thousand cuts still leave me cold Give me more this soul´s been sold and I hope this time I won´t wake up dead ´Cause you´re feeding the fire within me ´Cause you´re making it real for awhile ´Cause it´s truly the end of the suffering and I´m drowning in this rush Don´t blame yourself for what you can´t ignore? Don´t blame yourself for wanting more and more Flesh on flesh raising breaths on breaths I love the rush of death... ´Cause you´re feeding the fire within me ´Cause you´re making me feel so alive ´Cause it´s only the end of the suffering and I´m drowning in this rush ´Cause you´re feeding the fire within me ´Cause you´re making it real for awhile ´Cause it´s truly the end of the suffering and I´m drowning in this rush
A pure smooth pearl a sweet disorder swaying in the dress An electric fur in lace a whoredom blooms between her legs Just one look into those heavenly pair of
Queen of the damned the bitch of Hades... the serpent Sixes tripled in her flesh Lobotomized my thoughts, my mind... unleash me Bring forth the perfect sin I crave Escape from you to stay alive Escape from you... the liar Yet I crawl to you to feel alive I crawl for same desire And once again... She is dancing on my grave Whipping shivers down my spine She is dancing on my grave Pouring down the mercy of death Queen of the tease the hot and cold... voracious So deadly and deceiving eyes Lobotomize my thoughts, my mind... release me Bring forth the perfect death I crave I feel you´re coming once again
I cannot tolerate the pain Still feeling Still-feeling I cannot execute this pain Still bleeding Still-bleeding Come and set my world afire Give all that I desire I am a soul on fire with flames within yet frozen to the bone I want you... come into me I´m holding onto desire which binds it all that I will fall for I want you... come into me I cannot flee from the pain Still hiding Still-hiding I cannot see from this pain Still lying Still-lying?
All this time I´ve been dreaming of it All this time it´s been haunting in my dead Tempting me, inviting me to fall asleep in its arms To fall from grace, to breathe its ever-dimming dusk Through my eyes you could see the hurt I crave Through my eyes you´d see there´s nothing left to save I heard you said:
I am waiting for the ricochet as I´m reaching towards the shadows I feel the scorching fire... redeemer Desire to burn through alive... and on and on I am flesh and blood the weakness I am heart and soul... desire Place my finger on the trigger Make the darkness as my bride My soul is spoken for to the one I´m breathing for This pain for you is never enough Craving forevermore for the one I´m dying for Do you know how much I want you Do you know I´ve lost control It´s so much stronger than me All that I want yet never enough
(I wish) To flee and to be gone... detached from myself (I want) To see clearly what´s beyond the dreary and cold walls within my head I exist in desire in my dark haven I long to cleanse my soul of regrets All I want is you to be there and no longer feel dead inside I´m in love controlled despair Wish to sleep and leave all behind (I wish) To set free and to forgive... An illusion of myself (I want) To breathe and to truly live without the claws within my head
Eyelash dead on a pale white cheek Couldn´t stay awake to bleed I drank long and deep from the fount unwillingly pouring it in What I did suck from that scentless mouth was the taste of nothing What is the live for the dead at heart? What my soul is concealing this life unforgiving cannot take away from me It´s buried so deep within And so I confide in you For nothing compares to you I live in the moment and in the faith that it gives I wanted but could not outlive the pain... constantly taking the blame I wanted but could not smother the flame and then I heard you scream out my name I´ve found the life for the dead at heart And as I close my eyes I see everything So much clearer than ever before And as I step inside to feel everything... I am still the living dead It is starting to rain again I´m coming closer to my end with every breath The creepy shadows are growing pale And the rising glow brings along the sense of death I can feel Her presence now