Infection lyrics by Random Mullet
1. the statement
Dead lines from statement melting bridges like acid The blood is already stained and it´s all over me Crooked smile, Shadow of man, I need to feel! See their grief, Hear them scream I´ll cut your ties [cut your ties] Deceiving your own reflection by covering the lies Behind my eyes you´re making me a friction Abusing your own illusion by me So let yourself go Progress, is it so hard to try? Delusion of faith My wish to know, my wish to let go This is my final goodbye There´s no way out of this when you´re... Deceiving your own reflection by covering the lies Behind my eyes you´re making me a friction Abusing your own illusion by me So let yourself go ´Six fuckin´ car lengths! That´s a hundred and six fuckin´ feet, mister! If I had to stop suddenly, you woulda hit me! And I want you to obey the the goddamn rules! Fifty-fuckin´ thousand people were killed on the highway last year. I want you to get a fuckin´ driver´s manual, and I want you to study that motherfucker!´ One step further down seems to be their only direction One more fucker down seems to be the only solution Six feet deeper down seems to be their only direction One more fucker down seems to be the only solution
2. penetrated skin
Hear me, goddamn deaf Comfort me, you have no choice Love me, feel the irony Touch me, and I´ll end your voice These nails penetrate my skin I am feeling nothing, why? Everything´s gone for nothing Stabbing pain is over Knowing that I am a lunatic (I am!) doesn´t mean that I wish to be one All that I have ever mastered is completely breaking free Fuck off for tryin´ to drown me (No way!) Right, it´s never too late to try I´m not everything I meant to be I´m not anything I wanted to be Keep looking down on me Keep looking down on everything Keep telling things of me Keep lying things for everyone Keep looking down on me Keep looking down on everything Keep breaking my perspective Keep lying things for everyone There´s no way out, just one way in I´m helplessly watching and crashing everything A new fire is rising Hear me, goddamn deaf Comfort me, you have no choice Love me, feel the irony Touch me, and I´ll end your voice These nails penetrate my skin I am feeling nothing, why? Everything´s gone for nothing Stabbing pain is over I´ll end your voice! There´s no way out, just one way in I´m helplessly watching and crashing everything A new fire is rising Keep looking down on me Keep looking down on everything Keep telling things of me Keep telling things for everyone Keep looking down on me Keep looking down on everything Keep breaking my perspective I respect you for hating me
3. waters of shame
The burden of evening upon my couch No dreams granted, no piece of mind Too many confusions in these thoughts The lost moments resurface to grind Foul deliberation with no conclusion Thought I could flee reality once again Finally falling into my black hole Nothing in this place appears true Playing twisted but gratifying role Only to wake up anew Foul deliberation with no conclusion Thought I could flee reality once again Reformation of this dead universe Fearing negative self-progression Understanding the power of mind Recognizing the inner infractions Is there point in playing this game in which I inescapably lose? Things will never be the same I don´t know which option to choose Foul deliberation with no conclusion Thought I could flee reality once again Reformation of this dead universe Fearing negative self-progression Understanding the power of mind Recognizing the inner infractions Watching us inside that frame I´ll never be able to refuse It´s hard when there´s no-one to blame No cure for this god damn bruise Endless re-run of painful memories and flashes of hopeless future fill my mind with chaos and distress Forgetting wishes, perceiving fate Blind in grief, dead to you I´m seeing a glimpse of chance But it doesn´t last I´m sensing a bit of hope But it fades so fast ´I´ve been trying to tell you so that you´ll understand, the thing is, I don´t know what was before or after And it´s kind of laying mindfuck on me´ I´m seeing a glimpse of chance But it doesn´t last I´m sensing a bit of hope But it fades so fast Reformation of this dead universe Fearing negative self-progression Understanding the power of mind Recognizing the inner infractions At these waters of my shame I will dwell but I will not fuse Truly nothing for me to claim Salvation far too away Too far away... Too far away... TOO FAR AWAY!
4. infection
Don´t come and ask me which way to go ´cos I´ll never know it anyway As I saw you standing on the bridge I knew that you´d walk away In the corner of our life we may never seem to lie But I´ve seen myself shattering light by pushing you away So near. So far. Something´s just seen but I seem to dream So clear. So what? All these words in which you preached your will! I only feel when I dream, dream of a brand new day and all this emptiness in me A better reason to live? Away from all clarity through insanity If I´ll ever cross the line Awaiting to justify just to feed infection Infection is my name I close my eyes and bow my head down the city lights just minimize me I can´t visualize everything you were when we used to know In your world, I´m always worthy In my world, I´m just a coward It´s not easy to settle this puzzle so it ends with no end If I´ll ever cross the line If I´ll ever cross the line If I´ll ever cross the line IF I´LL EVER CROSS THE LINE! I only feel when I dream, dream of a brand new day and all this emptiness in me A better reason to live? Away from all clarity through insanity If I´ll ever cross the line Awaiting to justify just to feed infection Infection is my name Traitor beside, behind the skin The night, the dark, the fall within Failure inside, behind the skin The light betrayed without a sin I only feel when I dream...
5. neverending nightmare
´- Are you Henry? - Yes - Girl named Mary called on the payphone and she said her parents and you´re invited to dinner - Oh yeah? - Thank you very much´ Faking life frame that I´m living in Neverending nightmare Fading feeling, confusing me It´s draining me inside Shattering (nothingness) everything (all for you) Shattering (emptiness) everything (all for nothing) What if every word they say is for me? What if all the lines are written of me? Feel my own creation, I see myself on the centre stage again Facing life with fathomless grief Fate´s written before-hand Gazing feelings, no encouragement In painful throes it came Shattering (nothingness) everything (all for you) Shattering (emptiness) everything (all for nothing) ´- I thought I heard a stranger. We´ve got chicken tonight. Strangest damn things. They´re man made. Little damn things. Smaller than my fist. But they´re new. Hi, I´m Bill. - Hello there. I´m Henry. - Oh. Printing´s your business, ha? Plumbing´s mine. For 30 years now. I´ve watched this neighborhood change from pastures to the hell-hole it is now!´


